Too tired to post up a full entry today. I've done so much stuff in the past few days and I really want to recap on it, but I'm feeling frustrated and stressed out right now. Sometimes I feel like I'm fooling myself into thinking things are okay when they're really not, and when shit goes down, I just try to suppress myself to do whatever's easiest to make things peaceful again.

I hate drama. Too bad relationships and drama seem to come hand in hand...relationships are harder than 26 credits at a university, a student worker job, any possible extracurriculars and leadership positions combined.

I wish I had the answers. I wish I knew what to do next. My heart hurts.